* i so love my perfect match ^.^ *

2011-05-07T22:35:00.000-07:00

alright..
so i haven been updating my blog for like 1 month already.
been kinda overwhelmed over stuffs.

so..
school has started.
everything starts pouring in.
assignments, lesson plans, ccas, pre-u seminar.
practically,
everything just sorts of overlap one another..

so..
the picture below depicts what i hope for.
:D

saw this awesomely cute book on Hello Kitty
while i was out with yiting, randy and constance.
really cute book and was snapping away.

HEEE.
so..
pre-u seminar multimedia presentation is done..
just hope that the 5 days quickly come.
heard that we will be given each a room.
there is no need to share room with others!

LOL.
i mean tts beside the point.
so,
this time round..
the number of assignments are lesser than last sem.
However, the percentage of each assignment is much more than the previous sem.

well.
besides school stuffs,
i have been watching shows as usual despite how busy my life is.
have been catching MANNY, running man and others.
HEEE
there's this host in running man.
WOOTS!
that's him at the bottom.

however, when he is hosting that variety show
he is always the muscular and power guy.
But, when you listen to his song..
its like the total opposite!
HEE!
tt's why i like him out of the many host in tt show!
:)

well. same thing again.
i shall end the post with SHE's and Ella's pictures.
so till the next time i blog again.
enjoy the pics!

2011-04-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

alright..
so the above pic totally depicts what i m lacking of and wad i need.
so its already a month of me not updating this blog..
even though its the holidays..
i think its worse than school terms.
it is so freaking tiring till i really cant stand it.

alright.
so.. diploma plus program de first module is over.
O-V-E-R! like finally.
the lecturer was kinda ok i guess.
very leniant..
hopefully results wont be that bad.

well.
besides that, i have also finished work over at the childcare centre.
work for like 1 month..
everyday is just eventful of things
like vomits, germs and all.

oh.
and results came out le.
it wasnt that bad as i thought.
hopefully i get to renew my scholarship for year 2.
but i have some doubts cause the cca points criteria are not met even though i try to attend all kinds of events.
but whatever, what comes along my way, i will accept it gracefully.

hmmm.
apart from tt..
i guess as a member of the Pre-U seminar team..
i was more of like a statue cause like..
i dun know if wad i suggest or say is gonna be useful or not..
then dun dare to say.
haix..

tired to the max for this holiday.
oh and AGM for npstrings is coming up.
and attending camp throughout the weekend..
i think i will pass out soon.

well. wadever.

to the last point of this post.
ELLA came to SINGAPOREEEE for the Singapore Entertainment Awards!
WOOTS!

so pictures again! :D

the 3 of them. ♥

several magazine covers of ELLA ♥!

Singapore Entertainment Awards - ELLA ♥!

sexy back worrrr! :D

so..
i shall update soon.
and meanwhile ELLA de 美奇姐 shall accompany me!

♥

2011-03-04T05:03:00.000-08:00

alright..
so it has been quite some time since i last blogged.
wanted to blog.
but just dun really have the heart to do so.
here's to the almost one month of post.

the past 1 month..
has been eventful i guess.
finished up the last few assignments..
before exam week comes.

before the exam week,
a post valentines day outing with charles and constance
and watched black swan with them.

"Perfection is not always about control, its about letting go."
-Black Swan

so..
during the study week.
even though went to school everyday..
supposedly to study..
but, i did nothing of tt.

as everyone else knows..
i love to watch dramas.
so i was busy watching the dramas
instead of studying.
haha.
but the exam is quite alright though.
should be able to do well bah.
felt really good that everything is now over.

so..
school is out.
year 1 of poly life is over.
like finally.

now is the holidays and hehe ^^
came across few random pics.
thought its really nice and decided to share it with you guys.

and this is the guy that i have been noticing in kpop.
really cute looking and just plain adorable.
^^

here's lee kikwang for you:

ohhh. and i finished My Princess where Lee Kikwang acted in.

and of course a taiwan drama titled 幸福最晴天 sunny happiness.

hahaha.

thinking of other dramas to watch.

and of course,

since its the holidays,

i m out working with children again.

this time round

the childcare that i worked at

had friendly chinese teachers and a good cook.

the food there is just simply awesome.

better than any childcare food that i have eaten so far.

but this time round,

my responsibilities as a part time teacher is pretty huge.

its like..

in the morning

i m in-charge of K1 and K2 children's english, maths and science lessons.

in the afternoon

i m in-charge of the N2's children english, maths and science lessons.

and just today..

i m in-charge of the morning assembly for all ages of children..

haha. and guess wad.

i picked all Hi-5 songs!

so..

the older children are really hard-to-handle..

not disciplined, loud, and super active.

practically had to scream at them to get them to listen to instructions.

however,

even though the younger children are the same as the older ones.

but they brought many joy to me as..

they are really cute looking. :D

here's a pair of twins
Ken and Kederic

cute right? ^^

and everyday i requested them to give me a hug and a kiss!

HEHE! :P

so..

there's nothing much else left to talk abt.

but just results of year 1 semester 2 is gonna be out.

think it wont be that good.

and it might even pull down my GPA.

but who cares la.

oh.

and..

i think this holiday right now

would be pretty hectic for me too.

besides working,

i had to wait for diploma plus programme

TCP 2 day workshop

and TCP Pre-U seminar 2nd interview!

is still thinking if i should really go for the Pre-U sem if i got in through the 2nd interview..

cause its like 5 days residential thingy..

and i will miss out on school.

HOW?!

but on the other hand,

this event is really prestigious

and the chance is hard to come by.

haix.

dun know la.

i'll just leave everything to God.

If he wants me at the Pre-U sem, then so be it.

I'm sure He will bring me through the missed out lessons bah.

*hopeful*

so..

to take a little break from all tt reading..

here's pics of S.H.E ♥

nice right? ^^

i know its nice.

keke.

oh.

and one more thing.

i created 微博

sort of like a chinese twitter kind of thing.

hehe.

hopefully i will use it frequently though.

here's the link:

http://t.sina.com.cn/1760739775/profile

and with this long post..

i shall end it off with my favourite ELLA! ♥

2011-02-11T06:34:00.000-08:00

alright..
so its gonna be 11 days since i last blogged.
well.
chinese new year is almost over.
and the new year 2011 has already begun its 2nd month.
super fast..

well.
school work has been ok i guess.
exam is coming up soon.
hopefully can do well bah.

finished Hi! club basic A course.
and had lots of fun with instructors and my classmates.
tried song-signing for the 1st time.
and..
really. its not easy.

hmmm.
see this cute boy below:

he is super ultra cute.
he was like so happily telling the sunday school teachers that he wants a younger sister cause his mummy is pregnant.
so cute and sweet right? ^^

and cute doggies too!

alright..

so i have been watching "Love Buffet"

and i so like this character..

he is like some idiot asshole (up till the current episode)

cause he like this girl and yet cant forget another girl.

but he is sweet to this girl when no one else is around.

^^

also continued watching "My princess"

really nice drama..

and i totally love gikwang in that show..

he's always going "noona.. noona.."

so cuteeee. (:

and so..

i shall end off this blog post by saying this:

dun test my patience when i already trying my best to be patient with you.

dun test my limits of being a 好人..

cause..

再想下去, 我只是会把自己的脑袋给烧坏, 脑浆流出来.

最后, 医生会判定出我是死于 "做好人" 的病态.

千万不要去惹一只睡觉的狮子!

因为狮子是会咬死人的.

with that..

i shall update my blog again..

the very next time when i m free.

till then,

ella shall be my motivation! ♥

2011-02-01T17:43:00.000-08:00

alright..
so i am back.
after sooooo long
and chinese new year is just tomorrow.

just dun feel that its chinese new year.
like nothing special about it.
so sian.

well.
nothing much for now.
just school and school.
somehow or rather..
implementation of lesson is much easier now and more used to it.
doesnt give me butterflies in my stomach..

chinese new year is gonna be one sian occasion.
just go around people houses and get hongbaos.
so freaking sian.

alright..
so i have been watching the korean version of playful kiss.
its ok i guess.
but just that the taiwan version is still much better.
more detailed..
more actions.
and even more funnier than the korean one.
but overall,
the korean version one..
is ok la..

LOL.
still waiting for Love Buffet to quickly air the entire drama.
cant wait for too long though.
its nice..
worth watching.

well..
just yesterday..
i heard this from someone
"never ever have the word 'give up' cause giving up is for failures."

i mean to an extent its relatively applicable to all of us..
like not giving up and putting in all your efforts etc.
but..
sometimes,
people just tried so hard but they dun get the result..
and wad can those people do?
try again?
isnt it like putting a circle shape into a triangle-shaped hole?

haix.
ok..
i shall go.
meanwhile,
cute doggy photos below.

so meanwhile..

新年快乐
身体健康
心想事成
万事如意
一年比一年好!

2011-01-20T05:29:00.000-08:00

"the main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing."
- Stephen Covey

well.
this few days have been..
blurred.
like time past really fast.
dun know how to think also.

just like the bubbles.
there are many things that come and go.
field trips
handing up of assignments
and field trips.

well.
monday went to jurong bird park and night safari.
was..
super tiring i suppose
even though its worth the journey there.
had lots of fun with the 3 of them.

and then..

after that field trip on monday..

we went on antoher field trip to jurong safra kids amaze.

went there to experience the long lost childhood.

was exhausted after playing..

climbing..

sliding down 2 slides.

being a kid is so tiring.

LOL.

not a child anymore though.

hahaha.

however..

before we went for tt field trip on wed..

we had lectures before that.

and its super boring till me and vinus started playing with webcams.

was hilariously funny.

so..

all about that..

found this video..

well.

the both of them here.

i esp like the one below
..

well.

she's jessica too.

heard this 2 songs..

quite nice..

oh well.

i shall update some more the next time..

ending with the last photo..

and of course..

its ELLA! ♥

2011-01-14T06:34:00.000-08:00

alright..
its been a long time since i updated this blog.
well.
school has been as usual.
nothing much.

well.
is back on watching this 2 person here.
super funny and cute on tv.
awesome to the max.

oh well.
left with almost all group project.
only 1 or 2 individual projects for this sem.
should be ok i guess.

oh well.
this few days
i wasnt feeling like myself.
partly due to some things that keep appearing on my mind.
things are not too happy.
hopefully that phase would pass on quickly
and let me be myself again.

oh well.
was watching this drama "love buffet"
really a nice and funny drama.
its worth watching i guess.

well.
this song totally depicts what and how i m actually feeling right now.
not too good abt everything.
keeping silence for the fear of exploding.

well.
to keep things in a lighter mood..
here's a song from the drama that i started watching
"love buffet"
really cute song though.

certain things are meant to be that way for a reason.
to test our patience
to test our limit.
but my tolerance level for nonsense is not to be tested at all.

thoughts that ran through my head
could not be voiced out
as they might sound uncivilised
rude as they might turn out to be.

oh well.
i guess its all that i could update for now.
so..
as usual,
i m gonna end off with Ella ♥ happy pic!

A note to myself:
Do not be afraid to be who you really are.
Cause when people accept you..
they accept the whole you, not the superficial you.

2011-01-04T06:59:00.000-08:00

alright..
so the new year has began.
but somehow..
i just dun feel it.
maybe cause of all the assignments and stuffs.

well.
regardless of what.
here's to a NEW YEAR 2011!
hope all the unhappy stuffs go away and..
bring upon better and happier stuffs!

but seriously.
i think i m gonna die when this elearning week ends.
cause of procrastination.
like totally nvr do any assignment.
and i suppose when the deadline is nearer..
i would be like a living bomb cause too irritated with myself.

tsk.
thinking of how it will be in the following week..
i ought to do something to prevent it.
but..
hahaha.
dun know and dun care la.
when it comes, it will come.
hahaha.
sounds stupid though.

bet everyone is busy doing their assignments
somehow..
i dun know wad to feel.
sad for myself?
or happy for myself.

aiya.
dun care.
as long as i live my life happy,
who cares.
KEKE!

happy just like her.

LOL!
recently was caught on watching "we got married"
really funny.
like they all should get married for real.

and..

hahahaha.

i like 2AM world cup theme song "no. 1"

they should seriously start singing livelier songs

instead of those songs with the burst of emotions in them.

not saying that its not nice.

just that their personality is more cheerful and playful..

so..

abit emo songs..

hard to digest while looking at their face.

LOL.

regardless of wad.

i like this guy from 2AM

jinwoon! ♥

so cuteeeee! ^^

well.

i dun know wad to say.

but like wad you change your status to..

it is complicated.

i dun know if you will read this.

but i just wanna tell you.

trust is broken.

hard to mend back.

it will takes lots of time.

if you are that mindful of wad others might tell you.

my sentence is still the same.

i will let you go cause i really dun care.

alright..

enough of all that serious stuffs.

so here's to the brand new year 2011 with a good start!

and my new year resolution:

live life happy and smile like ELLA! ♥

2010-12-29T01:40:00.000-08:00

alright..
so..
christmas is all over.
2 more days to a brand new year.
2011.

well.
i doubt there is anything to look forward to.
with the exception of school work
sunday school teaching..
and more tuitions.

well.
so.
how did i spend my christmas this year..
didnt know anything much.
had combined church service.
had to play piano accompaniment for the children's performances.

my awesome class K1 & K2 ^^

also took some photos of other class's children..
cute children though. (:

well.

after church service..

went to my auntie's house for a christmas party.

and..

keke.

no photos for that.

cause too busy playing.

after that.

went all the way to my grandfather's house.

ate dinner there.

played with a little boy.

1 year old plus.

cant talk yet..

but this boy is freaking smart and can change facial expression very quickly.

super cute.

hahaha.

so that marks the end of my christmas day.

well.

besides that,

went out with a bunch of friends.

ate, had lots of fun.

really enjoyed.

well well.

up to this point.

i guess.

i really need to vent some things out, not to anyone in particular.

somethings are not meant to be said.

because i thought we had trust.

wad you heard abt me from a third party.

does not mean everything.

i thought you would have defended me in my honour

because there is love.

but i thought wrongly.

even though you nvr bothered to defend me

but the least you could do.

is to prevent me from getting insulted from someone whom i dun know at all.

i got hurt

not the first time.

and yet,

all you could do

was nothing.

nothing at all.

i m really sad.

because you have disappoint me when i have great faith in you.

the matters between us,

is between us, not your friend or even your friend's gf.

the trust that i thought we have.

is gone.

there is no trust now.

all i could say now

is that

believe what you want to believe because i cant be bothered abt you anymore.

well.

to end things on a lighter note,

term break is gonna be over soon.

well.

i wont deem that as a light note though.

haha.

once again,

there's ella biding goodbye to all of you.

2010-12-18T07:11:00.000-08:00

alrightttt.
well.
finally can have a break.
well.
not for long though.

totally dun know what to do for this break.
its just awkward to think of how to occupy my time.
but definitely got things to occupy.
gonna start tuitioning after such a longgggg break.

well.
christmas is nearingggg
and..
HA!
in 7 more days.

and i have to play the piano for christmas and for the next sunday.
DIE!
stress.

went to Jurong point today
with sunday school teachers
to get presents for the children.

well.
i would say Jurong point's christmas decoration is pretty nice.
very "precious moment"
if you get what i mean.
below are some pics:

nice right?
hahaha.
well.
got the children a couple of affordable and nice presents.
hopefully they will like the presents.
^^

well.
just this morning before i left house to go jurong point.
this 2 man came knocking on my door.
and since no one is at home.
so i went to open the door
and they started talking to me about God's gospel.

well.
even though i m a christian since young
i didnt like declined the discussion that they intend to discuss with me.
after all,
it isnt easy to pluck out the courage to discuss christianity with other people.

so i stood at the door with my dripping ice-cream.
and listen to them.

well.
this guy was talking about
"does God really care about us? if so, why are they sufferings on us and on earth?"
and he ask for my opinion abt tt

i guess this question is really deep.
i mean i once wondered about this.
does God really care?

but of course,
since young from sunday school,
i was taught that God is everywhere and in our heart.
but somehow, it is impossible to imagine that.

only when i was much older
and just from last year to this year.
during this period of time,
i experienced God's prescence all along with me..
when i go into a new environment.
when i try out a different thing.
when i decided to follow my dream.
when i needed the courage.

i m really glad that i m teaching in sunday school.
i m really glad that i m taking early childhood.
i m really glad that i m not dwelling into the past.
i m really glad that i have supportive friends whether if they are with me, physically or mentally.
i m really glad that i have an awesome boyfriend that i always push him aside cause i m always busy with my other commitments.
i m really glad that i believe in Christ.
i m really glad that i m ME!

well.
here's to an awesome season.
a white christmas for all of us!

this song is really niceeeeeee!
everytime i hear this song, i am reminded of this awesome salvation that was given to me
without asking for anything else in return.

and here's to the upcoming christmas.
may peace be with everyone!

2010-12-14T06:04:00.000-08:00

alright..
i m back here updating earlier than i thought i will.
well.
looking at the pic above..
i m rushing against time.
toooo much things to take charge of.
assignments and assignments.

busy busy doing assignments.
like wad else could i do other than assignments?
totally sick of doing assignments tts why i am here updating.

well.
just finished implementing my lesson plan in front of field supervisor.
i would say that my field supervisor is really strict i guess.
and i would count myself as lucky enough to make her
"impressed with my implementation, and i have managed my class well despite having minor problems esp when i m a trainee teacher".

awesome-ness.
and to think that i didnt know i was suppose to print out the lesson plan for the field supervisor.
epic-ness.

lucky the principal helped me print from my lappy.
if not die liaow.
i would say no matter how my attachment centre operates
i just so love the teachers there.
encouraging, guiding.. you name it.
i would really count myself lucky to know those teachers.

well.
i guess i really need a break
like how the below pic suggested
am really really tired.

and my field supervisor told me this
"it is important for anyone in this field to constantly remind themselves to reflect on the daily activities (in the childcare) and learn from it. That is the best way to improve on your teaching skills."

well.
i couldnt say no to tt statement.
i mean its kinda true that you as a teacher, you learn best by thinking back on wad had happened in the day (good or bad)

well.
i was kinda bored.
so..
i went to google about my horoscope.
and i found this..

When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurt, her fury knows no bounds.
Even when her tone is soothing, her disposition kind and her smile generous, she can be planning the most powerful retaliation.
Then, she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth. If she loves with fierce devotion, she hates with devastating malice.

She is passionate with everything that is related to her.
It is almost impossible for her to have neutral feelings.
Either she will deeply cherish or fiercely hate.
If any of the feelings are not experienced, she will become completely indifferent towards it.

Scorpio women, however, never let these feelings show. Her expression will always remain neutral, betraying nothing.
Her anger is very bad and it's better to get out of her way when it gets out of hand.
Her characteristics profile will make her storehouse of secrets, but people wouldn't know any of hers.

Her personal life will be out of bounds for everyone.
At the same time, she will never tell the secrets that have been confided in her, not even to you. Even with you, she will have a private part and its better not to pry.
That does not mean she is dishonest.

Infact, she will be so brutally honest that, at times, she may hurt people in the process.
Like a typical Scorpio, she will choose her friends very carefully and the credible ones will remain with her throughout her life.
She will never maintain a relationship with unworthy people.

A Scorpio female has a sense of fairness and justice.
If you don't wish her good morning one day after a fight, she will do the same for the next four days. The same goes for generosity also.
If you do one kind deed for her, she will do four in return.
However, she may not express her love openly and this is something you will have to teach her.

Determination and will power are her basic personality traits.
She can use them anytime to come out of anything that is negative.
A Scorpio woman can bring you to safety when the raft becomes too dicey. She can provide you her calm and steady support in the worst of circumstances.

well.
nothing much else to upload.
well.
christmas is comingggg.

gtg le.
shall update more next time.
not gonna end of with Ella's pic this time round.

♥

2010-12-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

alright..
so i haven been updating this long forgotten blog.
well.
not quite forgotten.
just too busy.
with school work, church stuffs and etc.

alright..
so some personal stuffs before school work..
i was thinking abt some things.
not very serious stuffs
but stuffs worth thinking abt.

like wad and how does it mean by being a teacher.
is it just teaching wad you ought to teach
or do you really bring the children into your life and treating them just like how you would have treated your friends
or is it teach objectively like "i am a teacher, you are the student. there is a line between us that kind of thing".

i mean.
i have attachments
worked in 2 different centres.
seen alot of teaching style myself.
even in church, i teach as well.
there is just too much different style that is portrayed.
so..
wad does it mean by a good teacher?

well.
too much thoughts there.

so..
nothing much this days..
it has been filled with assignments and assignments.
well.
one thing is that i have just implemented my 1st lesson plan as a teacher.
the previous tuesday..
on the 7th Dec.

well.
the implementation wasnt that bad i guess.
just that the children love the activity i planned and they participated well.
i just hope hope hope
that they could remain the same for the upcoming tuesday.
cause there is SUPERVISION!
die liaow.
LOL!

well.
other than implementing my 1st lesson plan,
i finally gotten over the CAYC group assignment.
like seriously.
one huge stone down.
with all the practices at vinus and angeline's house.
i guess the hard work paid off.

well.
here are some pics from attachment:

oh. and other than that.
i have been rewatching some korean drama.
and oh. my. gosh.
i like this guy.
wahahaha.

and of course.
in the midst of all the assignments.
i find joy in watching drama
esp in Mary stayed out all night.
and JANG GEUN SUK! ♥

and of course

not missing out on SNSD's Jessica! ♥

and of course

last but not the least

actually the most

i love herrrr!

ELLA! ♥

p.s i ♥ and miss you.

2010-11-20T05:13:00.000-08:00

so it was been close to 2 weeks plus since i last blogged.
school has been quite ok.
not too bad.
everyday just go school
lectures
tutorials
ccas
attachment

somewhat the same.

joined a new cca

HI! club

an interesting club that teaches sign language.

so..

now there are much more things to stay committed.

hasnt had tuition classes for a long time.

think it shall resume pretty soon.

by then,

i will be damn busy.

this term for this semester left with 4 weeks till term break.
but.

there are much more assignments to come.

guess.

i really dun have much time.

these days i have been thinking into the past.

where i still have tracy, jiayun, vanisha and samia with me.

i miss them greatly.

things are just very much different now.

who's real

who's honest

who's sincere

no definite answer

only assumptions are made.

how i hope i could quickly meeet up with themmm.

what's on my list now:

1) elaerning assignments

2) 2 lesson plans

3) 2 checklist

4) CAYC group assignments

5) essays

right.

so i should be focused

and quickly find my inspiration soon.

and of course..

not forgetting everything else..

and of course,

last but not least,

ELLA! ♥

2010-11-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

alright..
so i m back.
like 1 month already.
LOL.

so..
holidays have ended.
my birthday is over.
and school have started.

2nd week of school is about to over.
lots of assignments pouring in.
stress level is going up.
next year would be even worse.
somehow,
this year FLIES.
like seriously.

i dun know why but i feel that way.
this year is just too fast.

well.
this semester's modules are alot on play.
like play play play.
LOL.
i just hope this semester would be peaceful.
less chaos
less stress.

alright.
so wadever.
i just need more time for everything else.
church stuffs, tuition stuffs and many many.

here's a prayer to God:
Dear God,
please allow me to have more time to do everything else.
i need your strength to keep my faith strong.
Father,
i need your holy spirit in me to constantly remind me of wad i have set out to do.
i pray for more love and patience that i can share with many children that i will meet in this field.
Keep me strong.
i thank you Lord.
Amen. ♥

alright.
i seriously hope that i have the power and strength for wad lies ahead.

enough of all that.
hehehe.
SNSD's JESSICA & TIFFANY ♥
woooohoooo!
i just love that 2 of them

cute right?

hehehe.

but

i still think my ELLA is the BEST! ♥

wahahahaha. ^^

alright.

i have got to go.

shall update next time.

when i have the time!

so here's to SELINA 公主♥:

may you stay optimistic and have a real speedy recovery!

2010-10-09T05:17:00.000-07:00

alright..
so i haven been blogging for like close to 2 months already..
cause i was..
well.
just busy.

LOL.
exams are over.
results are out.
results are not too bad i guess.
at least i did sort of satisfied with my results.
but regardless of wad..
i will still wanna do as well as wad i m doing.

well.
i was working for 2 weeks at PCF west sparkletots.
children are awesome there.
had hari raya celebration there.
its real fun!
(:

then..
after that 2 weeks of relief teaching in PCF sparkletots..
i went to work for Cherie Hearts.
the children there are awesome as well.
like cute.

and just a few days back..
i came back from TCP empowerment camp.
its real great awesome stuffs there.
learnt alot about myself.
and lots of fun with my teammates.

i so wanna go for the camp again if there is a chance.
i just love the mentors and campers.

i feel alot more sure of what my goal in life is.
and i m most definitely going to work towards that goal.
and to succeed in it!
YAY!

well.
like just a few hours ago.
my violin BROKE!

MY.
VIOLIN.
BROKE.

sad-ed! :'(

but whatever.
i m going to get another one.
hopefully sooon.

and recently,
i finished watching the taiwan version of 恶作剧之吻..
oh my gosh.
its freaking nice.
like really.

fell in love with the main characters.
they make me laugh, cry and love throughout the drama!
^^

and lastly,
of course..
my DEAREST ELLAAAA!
(:

and 郑元畅! (:

alright..
gtg le.
shall update next time!
till then..
i m left with the last pic..
guess who!

of course its still ELLA! ♥

2010-08-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

思考的老师

alright..
so i m back.
after 14 days.
and.
i m still dead tired.

even if its the study break/YOG break..
i m really still damn freaking tired.
i rather have lessons everyday just like the last semester.

well well.
i have finished a korean drama titled PERSONAL TASTE
starring

LEE MINHO ♥

hahaha.

the two main characters!

Lee Minho himselffff! ♥

and..
now watching 爱你千万次..
which i think its not bad bahhh.
no pics for tt show yet.
cause i haven finish it.

right.
so wad have i been busy doing for the 1st week of break?
NOTHING.
and i m still tired.

sooooooo pissed at being so tired.
dun know wad to do siah.
i rather have school.

alright..
so this semester..
is considered to be over.
excluding the 2 days of upcoming exam tt is.

oh.
and 1 thingy.
the sec 1 kid tt i m coaching for chinese tuition..
he got 44/50 for his CA!
i m so freaking happy
YAY!

well other than that..
nothing much.
so..
i m gonna end off with my 宝贝ELLA! ♥♥♥

alright.

shall update next time.

when i remember that is.

ciaos~! ♥

2010-07-30T08:26:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes, you just need to let go.

But what is there to let go off when everything is worthwhile?"

well.

i have disappeared for quite some time.

to be precise..

21 days.

this whole month is a hectic one.

lots of stuffs to handle.

school work and etc.

i just hope that school will end soon.

sian.

well.

today is kinda a day cause there was a scholarship ceremony.

no pics, or rather, not yet.

it was a short and sweet ceremony.

but..

it kinda make me think.

there was this guy that i know..

sat beside me.

and he started saying this..

"I really dun get why are these people making a big fuss over things.

It is just a ceremony.

The most important thing is to make sure that you graduate with the scholarship by then."

well. it did kinda make sense.

like seriously.

for now, we are only getting the scholarship based on the O level results which doesnt exactly indicate anything at all.

so..

technically this scholarship is given based on your abililty to speak and convince the interviewers and etc.

and of course, the O level results.

but on the other hand..

it is some kind of big deal.
cause..
well.

i got the scholarship.

but whatever the matter is,

I will still work hard with or without the scholarship.

cause i dun ever wanna do things that i will regret.

enough of all that serious stuffs.

now..

some pics of my 宝贝ELLA! ♥ ♥ ♥

alright.

gtg le.

shall update soon.

ciaos~! ♥

2010-07-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

alrightttt..
i m back..
another hectic week just went over..
and.
i m tired.

the week went by as usual.
nothing much happen.
well.
i got back my assignment results and..
its kind of frustrating cause i have been getting B+ in wadever tt i have gotten back so far.
freaking irritating.

haix.
wadever la.
anyway.
finished horrow movie factory SNSD..
so now watching HELLO baby.
was kinda funny.
hehehe!

and i thank God for awesome friends around me..
like Vinus, Peichun, Sherilyn and Angeline.
haix.
i was so getting depressed sometime during the week.
lucky they were around to hear me out to let me vent out.
haix.

well..
and yes.
i have gotten my scholarship.
now.
life will be even more on high hopes
and tiring.

such a good thing.

alright..
dun talk abt those stuffs.
back to S.H.E stuffs.
YEAHHHHH!

Below are some pics from their chinese twitter:

Hebe's cute DOGGY! ^^ ♥

ELLA, HEBE, SELINA! ♥

the three of them again! (:

L.O.V.E ELLA! ♥ ♥ ♥

funny faces in action! (:

and the 3 of them again! ^^ ♥

my favourite ELLA! ♥ ♥ ♥

alright..

gtg le.

shall update more next time!

ciaos~!

2010-07-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

alright..
so i m back..
and these few days are really really...
tiring..
rainy..
and really tiring.

so..
school started with the usual stuffs..
STB (speech training basic module) on mon..
and got back our reading assessment marks..
and..
i got a B+ grade.
=.=

tuesday went for attachment.
and the children MISS me..
ahahaha.
i can proudly announce that!
was playing with the kids during their playtime..
and they were playing with legos.
and one of the kids (Anthea) ask me to make a poison apple for her..

and i was like "huh?"
but i tried my best to "make" one.
but end up,
i "made" a lego heart!

so..
after attachment..
i went back to school for cca..
met up with CHARLES aka BFF!
cca was kinda..
boring and tiring.
so didnt laugh as much with my BFF..

right..
wednesday..
1st tutorial lesson start at 8am.
so went to school really early.
had S&W.
and the teacher initially wanna "introduced" us to the sun..
but too bad cause its about to rain soon.
so he "introduced" us to the artificial grass.. =.=
and he asked us to run 3 rounds around the track..
and the tracks are like LARGER than JC's one.
then went back to play badminton.

thursday was damn stupid..
initially it was stupid enough cause..
the lesson was supposed to be 2 hours de.
then end up,
the teacher let us off 1 hour earlier.
and guess wad..
i spend like 2 hours travelling for a 1 hour tutorial.
=.=

today is friday..
and..
went to school early in the morning for..
a DATE with rina, Peiying, and VINUS!
took back our FP (field practicum module) transition essay.

at first..
i flip and look down and saw 15.5/20 marks.
so i was like..
"woah.. ok. not bad."
and when i see even further down..
"B+ grade. =.="

i dun know wad to say.
i mean like i know some of classmates did really well.
but some didnt do as well as their expectations..
but i think we should just put in our best effort..
and..

"ajaja FIGHTING!"
(i dun even know if i spell correctly)

ok.
so this week is just like this.
and..
right..
so back to my all-time FAVOURITE! ♥

宝贝ELLA! ♥

cute cute cute! ♥

one of her dogs! (:

and of course..
ELLA herself! ♥

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time!

ciaos~! ♥

2010-06-25T07:12:00.000-07:00

alright..
so i m back..
since like very long.

didnt do anything much this week.
like..
after the conference..
very much is doing projects.
watching korean dramas.
and projects.
and dramas.

LOL!
and i found more pictures on S.H.E
and most of them is more on Ella though..
so here's the new pics:

the three of them! ^^

cuteeeeeeeeeeeee! (:

cuteeeeeeeeeeeee! (:

sooooooo cute right?

hahahahahahahahaha.

omg.

like seriously.

i can get high over HER.

if i m not a girl,

i will wanna marry ELLA! ♥

hahahahaha.

siao siao already.

and school is gonna start again.

another upcoming busy term.

alright.

i gtg le.

shall update next time.

i'll post up more pics on ELLA! ♥

ciaos~! ♥

2010-06-18T06:12:00.000-07:00

alright..

so i had the ECH conference..

supposed to have only the first half of the day spend on conference.

but..

Ms chong ask me if i wanna help in timekeeping duties..

so..

i agreed.

and stayed for the whole day of conference..

for the career talk for the year 2s and 3s.

hahaha.

but one thing that came out good is that..

i have..

one pair of free movie tickets to any show that i wanna watch!

woooohoooo..

hehehe.

hahahaha.

gonna use on myself and no one else.

wahahaha.

had fun talking to the MC that was assigned at the same LT as me.

Jade is really funny.

she gets sooooo excited over the pair of free movie tickets!!

hahaha.

i also excited la! ^^

tomorrow is another day.

gonna have conference.

hope its gonna be fun!

alright.

gtg le..

shall update soon!

ciaos~! ♥ ♥ ♥

i love love love ELLA! ^^

2010-06-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

"There is something you should know understand about the way i work.
When you need me but do not want me, then i must stay.
When you want me but no longer need me, then i will have to go."

-taken from Nanny McPhee and the big bang-

alright.
nothing much happen today.
simply just went out of house.
and had some fun.
so it isnt tt bad.

well.
there is this question that someone ask me.
and it really set me thinking.
like what would be my answer.

the question is...
what do i want most in life?
and for once..
i started thinking about my future again.

i guess my answer would be..
a very simple answer..
like..

i wanna do things that i really like regardless at wad cost.
i wanna spend my life with the right person.
i wanna be a good wife, good mother, good teacher and..
very importantly,
a good good good good friend.
and..
i wanna live life happily.

its really very simple..
and should be a common answer.
but i guess..
tts what all girls out there would have thought so.

ha.
i dun know.
but i guess.
i will really love my friends.
cause i think friends are gonna be here in my life for a long long time.
esp at this period of my life.
friends are important.

ok..
enough of those inner stuffs.
so went out today and didnt do much.
but!
irritating enough.
whenever i m gonna meet willis
my slippers just somehow broke.
=.=
dun ask me..
like seriously.
jinx.
wahahaha.
just kidding la.

alright.
so..
i haven been doing elearning today.
was slacking the whole day.
so..
i gtg le.
shall update next time.

ciaos~! ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-06-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha.
okok.
so i m back.

its about a week already..
so..
its time for me to update.
LOL.

now got 2 weeks of break from school.
but its still as busy..
cause the 1st week is elearning week.
plus we got some conference tt we need to go.
so kinda irritating.

plus..
still have projects to do
and need to hand up pretty soon after the break..
so..
need to meet up with group and etc.

so..
technically.
it isnt a break.
its more of like schooling but minus-ing the bit on travelling to school though..

right..
here are some pretty pictures..
from this kid from church..
^^
enjoy!

hahahaha. she is just simply tooo cute..

and here too! cute cute cute! ^^

now..
just some days ago..
i think its a saturday..
and yes..
Saturday while i was going back home from church stuffs.
was sitting at the mrt.
and guess wad.

there is this irritating uncle
who sleeps with his legs wide apart.
and keeps swaying.
so freaking irritating.

i was sooooo frustrated till i wack his legs twice
cause he is squashing my legs.
i was like "wth?" and *wack*.
ha.
then tt uncle woke up..
adjusted his leg and look at me (cause i wack his legs)
when he looking at me, i turn to his directions and stared at him with my EYES WIDE open.

but after awhile,
his legs started spreading out again.
i was like wad the shit can.
and *wack* again!

blahx.
so below is tt uncle's pic:

silly uncle.

*YEASH*
wanna box him.
LOL!

okok.
so thats abt it.

gtg le.
shall update next time.

ciaos~!♥♥

2010-06-08T18:31:00.000-07:00

ahahaha.
i m back soooo quickly.
but tts besides the point.

went for attachment yesterday..
saw my lovelies..
but ran off for scholarship interview right after attachment.

so here are some pics:

adele ^^

Nikki ^^

my present from Nikki from disneyland! ^^ cute right?

Julian and Nikki reading.

alright..
so.
interview wasnt kind of like a interview.
it is more of like a PCF promotion to those MCYS scholarship ppl.
friday there's another round of interview.

haix.
i m soooo tired.
below is Brenda's crippled bear.
hehehe.

PPCM lesson is damn boring.
i really feel like sleeping siah.
haven finish wricom also.
can die liaow

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.

ciaos~! ♥

2010-06-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

ok..
so i am back back.
had CDEV class test
and STB reading assessment..

CDEV was kinda ok i guess.
hope that i can do well bah.
MCQ was kinda tricky.

STB assessment was ok.
like ms chong said that i m close to perfection with the exception of my "th", "n", "t" etc.
soo.
i m kind of happy.
LOL!

but my mood was like totally spoiled at the end of the day in school.
like seriously.
certain issues popped out.
and..
headache.
i dun exactly like being a class rep.
stress.

cried and get angry.
cause someone literally gone too far.
was super mad la.
haix.
first time flare up in front of my new classmates.
i think they quite scared too bah.
cause everytime i quiet quiet.
or laugh laugh.
but nvr angry till tt extend.

LOL!
right
so..
wadever.
tomorrow got INTERVIEW.
like die can.
last round lehhhhhhh..
i really hope tt i get it.

but i musnt get my hopes up too high either.
if not later disappointed will emo like shit..

ahhhhhhhhh..
scared scared scared..

ok.
wadever.
tomorrow got attachment.
i hope my Nikki is THERE tomorrow.
i MISS NIKKI!
ahhhhhh!

ok.
i m stress.
so i shall look at MY ELLA!
so i'll be happier..
i just soooo simply LOVE LOVE ELLA!
^^

i seriously love love love ELLA to bits! ^^ ♥♥♥

chio, sexy, pretty, nice ELLA! wooohooo! i love her! (:

pretty pretty pretty!! ^^

ok..
gtg le.
shall update next time.
meanwhile.
dun miss me! ^^

ciaos~! ♥

2010-06-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

alright..
so i am back..
after soooo long.
actually not long la.

was rushing assignments for the whole week.
met the deadline and..
2 assignments off the list.

this coming week got test..
and reading assignment..
and..
1 essay to be done..

die.

right..
so back to my craziness.

i ♥ ella ella ella

she is sooo cute..
sexy..
wahahahaha.
i sound like a che ko pek..
but still.
if i m not a girl..
i will really fall in love with her siah.

so here are some pics:

some magazine cover (:

pictures form together from the MV of down with love ending song!

some pictures of them! ^^

another pic from 可爱万岁one of their song! ^^

and this is my ♥ ♥ ♥ ELLA!

alright..
back to normal topic..
this is one cute pic tt i found online randomly!
cute right? ^^

alright..

last week had some church dedication event

and this is one pic with 2 of the sunday school kids!

cute right?

hahaha! ^^

back to attachment stuffs..

so went for attachment on tuesday..

since it was the start of the month..

so the theme changed to..

and it changed to..

FOOD!

the teachers did alot of activities with the children..

like making pizza bread..

doing the food dance (posted on facebook)..

steaming egg together..

Julian and Adele! ^^

was walking around the Nusery 2 class..

and saw this..

cute right?

made from real branches and leaves..

super cute..

oh and 2nd round of interview is over.

and i m shortlisted for the 3rd round!

woooohoooooo! ^^

but better dun pin too much hopes.

以平常心对待..

hahaha.

alright!

gtg le.

shall update soon! ^^

ciaos~!♥

2010-05-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

right..
took some quiz from facebook cause i was like bored.
bored even though i have many many assignments to rush.
LOL.

here are some of them:

1) In your circle of friends, who are you?

The Underappreciated Bestfriend

You try to keep everyone happy, and sometimes at your expense.
You foot the bill when you're all out to celebrate, just so everyone can have a good time and not worry about money.
You'd do anything for your friends, even though they forget to thank you or don't show you the appreciation you deserve.
Although it's nice that you're being everyone's rainbow, think about yourself, too. No one will think you're a bad friend if you say no to some of their requests.

2) which tarot card best represents you?

The High Priestess

The High Priestess card as an outcome portrays a very strong and independent woman, be it yourself or a woman involved in your life.
This woman is headstrong, not afraid to face conflict or obstacles, and does not easily back down to those who challenge her beliefs.
She takes on the world with the sense that nothing is impossible to achieve if she just puts her mind to it.
She may come across as ruthless at times, but she has the charm to get others to hear her out and is often a successful woman in all areas of her life.
If you are this woman, people should watch out for you, as you are one to be dealt with and will make your way to the top in anything you do.
You succeed in your career, dominate your relationships, and often stand up for those you feel are being treated poorly.
If you know this woman, she makes a powerful ally and can be a loyal friend or partner, just remember if you try to challenge her, she will probably win!
This is a very good outcome for the woman who is dealt this card because you will never take abuse, are fiercely protective of those you love, and look to help those in need.

3) Which sex and the city character are you?

Mirandan Hobbes

You are professional, know what's the best just for you.
You love technology and always keep up with the newest trend.
You are bossy, love to be in control; being comfortable is more important to you than high heels!
You are confident, independent and intelligent, you are less likely to be attached to someone.
You are not afraid of trying new things, and being creative.
You love challenge, and willing to fight and see who will win. Love to you is a bonus, you are happy if you have it in life, but you are fine without it, the most important thing for you is happiness and being sane.

4) What is the symbol of your personality?

Brewing Storm

You are rather volatile.
You are a strong and resilient person.
If something doesn't go your way in life, and you have failed, you have the strength and courage to even pluck your own eye out.
You have strong, flaring temperment, so if someone messes with you, you are inclined to attack them with all you have.
You are clear on the paths of right or wrong, and you know where you are headed.
You don't get distracted, and you mean everything you say.
Sometimes, you can be a bit harsh on expressing yourself, but you think people should learn to get over the truth and move on with their lives.
People respect you, and you respect those who respect you, so it's all good.

all those results..
are like kind of true..
hmmm.

oh my god..
i m really like freaking stress.
time is ticking away.
like tick tock.

been thinking..
whether i have made the right decision.
like seriously if its the right decision not.
i dun wanna repeat the history again.

i m stress!
i seriously need a break..
just like the little squarish monster below..

i just wonder.
i really need a break.
too many things.

alright.
looking at this squarish monster just makes me wanna laugh.
i wanna see my children on tuesday.
i wanna see them soon..
so all my worries will be gone..

where is my tuesday??
:'(

haix.
i need to talk..
but to who?
:(

ok la.
gtg le.
shant waste too much time to blog.
need to rush assignments.

JESSICA
PLEASE FOCUS!
DUN THINK!

2010-05-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

hmmm.
i m back..

had an ok week.

wasnt too bad..

assignments..

deadline..

tests..

i wanna die.

LOL!

LOL..

really need a break..

but no time to take break.

can die..

well.

CCA is very much enjoyable..

cause like i met funny ppl.

like..

Charles de no link..

Bing Kang..

Sylvia..

and many more..

we talk ..

and talk..

more than we play music..

and my BFF is..

Charles de NO LINK..

cause he totally got no link.

right..

so i dun know wad else to say.

I still have like..

ITA and FP to be done by next week..

and still got some other thingy.
totally need to be discipline..

and focus..

sooo..

Jessica..

PLEASE FOCUS!

right..

so..

short update..

no pics..

cause no time to take..

LOL!

gtg le.

shall update more next time.

till then..

MISS ME!

2010-05-20T07:26:00.000-07:00

alright.
so i am back.
had attachment on tuesday again.
and its awesome
with the exception of my bad bad flu.

so i m at home today.
cause got fever..
flu..
and everything bad.
LOL!
got 2 days of MC.

the doc says i have sinus.
but i dun even know i have it can.
LOL!
if my flu doesnt stop..
i will have to go look for her
and she will give me nasal spray..
sounds so pain can.

argh..
wadever la.
fever gone le.
just hope tt everything else is fine!
=.=

so
here are the pics from attachment:

adele ^^

oliver and nikki ^^

errrr.. i cant remember the name.. =.=

Dayan, Zachery, and... i cant remember the name. =.=

Dayan and Joel ^^

ok..

and i took a video of the awesome children..

during their chinese lesson.

where the teacher is giving story-telling..

just try to listen out to the narrator when watching..

here is the video!

enjoy!

right.

gtg le.

shall update next time.

ciaos!

2010-05-16T05:57:00.000-07:00

ok..

i am back.

just changed the blogskin.

simple and good.

oh and..

i have finished watching this awesome Korean drama..

called..

Oh My Lady!

main actress and actor.

the cute awesome girl in the show! (:

love her to bits.

just see how cute she is! ^^

the awesome cute girl and main actor! (:

well.

nothing happen.

school is starting tomorrow after elearning week.

ok..

and i had this conversation with Vinus Da'Princess.
and we were so bored.
so we started with our own story-telling session.
and it is not meant for any ppl with sensitive eyes.

so here's the following:

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
J: One day, there's a girl called LuLu.

V: She went to the Doctor to get her sex changed.

J: And after the sex operation, she met a dog on the road.

V: She told the dog that she was supposed to be resting in the hospital for a week before being discharged, but she have no money to pay for the hospital bill.

J: and due to some complex complication, LuLu was given a wrong sexual organ.. and that is...

V: the doctor didnt give her a ****, instead she was given a bigger breast.

J: The implanted breast was too huge till it "POPS" whenever LuLu accidentally touches it and her enormous breast has to be pumped up immediately, or else her breasts will be loopsided.
V: She suddenly thought of a wonderful idea to make herself look more like a man, so she asked the dog if it wanted part of her breast on its body.

J: However, when the dog started owning part of LuLu's breast on its body, the dog started floating up into the sky due to the air that was pumped into the implanted breast.

V: It flew up higher into the sky, past a bird, past a hotair balloon, past the clouds, and past the aeroplane, finally...

J: Finally the poor big breast dog arrived at the gates of heavens with 2 angels staring up at it.

V: The dog tried to explain how it got that big breast and how it didnt want it. Suddenly the angel said, "give it to me if you dont want it"

J: The dog said, "i dont mind giving as since young, my mum has taught me to share with people"

V: The dog also said, "My mum say everyone has to share, not only me. So i give you my big breast, you give me your wings."

J: The angels settled on the deal as they have been hoping to float up even higher. However, much to their dismay, the implants work on oppostie effects on immortals. The angels end up falling down.. down.. down..

V: The dog is laughing at how stupid the angels were. It is now guarding the heaven gates and having a great time. The angels that fell were not that fortunate. Firstly, they lost their wings. Secondly, they have a set of uneven breasts because there was 1 dog and 2 angels.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

right.

tts was how stupid our story-telling is.

awesome right?

hahaha.

ok.

i gtg le.

shall update next time.

meanwhile.

i'll be keeping a lookout for another awesome korean drama!

woohooo!

ciaos!

2010-05-13T00:31:00.000-07:00

alright.
i m back.
like almost a week le.

saw an awesome butterfly outside my house just today.
orange yellow.
look very fake.
but its real.
LOL!

right.
so have been going for attachment for like twice already.
just love the kids there.
and one of my favourites
is called Nikki Goh
(even though i am not supposed to have favourites)

my awesome cute guy, Nikki! <3

i really love him to bits.

he is like soooo sweet.

i shall not say much as to wad happen during attachment.

but i dare say..

i ENJOY attachments wor..

okok.

now elearning.

so..

need to chiong.

still left with EEPE and ITA.

which out of those 2,

i m seriously dreading ITA.

sian.

okok.

gtg le.

shall update more next time.

and

I ENJOY SCHOOL!

despite the travelling bit.

ciaos! (:

2010-05-07T08:18:00.000-07:00

alright.
i m back.
well.
3rd week of sch.
is like sort of getting onto me.

like the agony of travelling to sch.
and stuffs.

right..
so nothing just happen.
went for attachement and etc.
the kids were like fun..
AWESOMEE.
just NICE.

right.
gonna look forward to every tuesday.
to see those kids.

well.
today something epic happen.
was in IT&A class.
was seating behind Rina.

and the teacher is like going through microsoft word.
so suddenly tt teacher typed "Vote for me"
and i posted as my status on facebook from the inspiration given by my teacher.
i posted "VOTE FOR DICKY.. and of course, must VOTE FOR SHITTY!"
and tag like everyone sitting at my area.

and guess wad..
me and rina started to get choke on LAUGHING GAS.
and went crazy like all the way till the class end.

and i was laughing soooo badly..
till i silent laugh (cause i dun wanna make noise)
and i end up knocking my head to the wall behind me
cause i was laughing reallllyyyy badly.

then the whole class was like silent.
then "TOCK!"
my head went.
then everyone turn and stare at the sound made by my head.
and i couldnt stop laughing.

then the teacher could stupidly think
tt i fell asleep during his lesson and
i woke up with a "TOCK" sound.
=.=

then the teacher said this
"girl, you ok not? got blood? do you still recognise your classmates?"
i was like laughing my head offf laaaaa..
like seriously.
then the whole class laughed.

LOL!
after lesson still not enough..
when we were walking out of sch to the bus stop.
then guess wad..

we saw this small little car driven by a Ngee Ann poly student..
and the car is like packed with MANY MANY MANY ppl.
like sitting on top of one another and etc.
and the driver was like laughing and/or smiling to himself.

then due to the laughing gas just now.
me and Vinus started laughing and laughing.
until like stomach pain like siao.
like hyper hyper.

then we continue walking out of school.
and theres like 2 guys and 1 girl walking in front of us.
there is this conversation tt goes like this:

Guy A: eh. your nose hair damn long siah..
Guy B: so?
Guy A: want me to help you burn your NOSE!

then i started laughing again.
but can laugh out loud cause those ppl are in front of us.
like sooooo funny can.
=.=

ok.
well well.
i gtg le.
shall update soon.
(:

2010-04-29T18:03:00.000-07:00

ok..
i am soooo back..
ok..
school is ok i guess..
well..
2nd week of school.

well.
nothing much has happen.
gonna start attachments soon..
hope everything is gonna be ok.

hmmm.
well well.
another sleeping in the train incident..
i was like in the train going home in the afternoon..
then i was soooo tired..
so was looking out for seats for me to sit and sleep..

then when i found one..
i plonked myself down and started dozing off
together with the rhythm of my songs on my mp3..

and to my own disgust..
i fell asleep on a chinese poly guy's shoulder!!
RAWR!
sooooo embarrassing lorrr..
wa biang eh..
then the guy knew tt i was sleeping on his shoulder and he didnt even bother to like nudge me wake up or something can..

then sleep on tt guy's shoulder nvr mind..
there's then this lady sitting opposite me..
when i woke up rightttt..
tt lady was like staring at me cause i slept on tt guy's shoulder..
like tt look tt says "you did something WRONG!"

then i was like..
"wa biang eh.. ppl tired ma..
plus tt nice kind guy knew i was like damn tired..
and he didnt nudge me up to wake me up..
and instead continue to let me use his shoulder as pillow.."

and stared at tt lady in return..

omg..
i m like gonna force myself to stay awake on the journey in trains..
unless i m like with constance or someone..

ok..
tts about it..
hmmm.
so..
now i m at makan place..
typing this post..
waiting for class to start.
sianz diao!

gtg le.
shall update next time.
(:

2010-04-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

ok..
today was..
..
tiring.
like seriously..
i also dun know why.

lessons was only like 4 hours..
plus 2 hrs break..
plus like 1 plus hour of briefing for S&W..

seriously..
god knows why i m sooo tired..
haiyo.
too tired until i fell asleep on the mrt on my way back home..
and guess wad.
i fell asleep in the most unglam-est way ever.
OMG!!
like seriously.
super embarrassing siah..

my face just screams..
UNGLAM!!!
*RAWR*
=.=''

ok..
wadever.
tts like rant rant rant..
well well.

nothing much..
just something during the day got me thinking..
like..
if i didnt actually go to JC last year or something..
i wont have met my current class and my previous class..
and i wont be able to exprience either the JC or the poly life.

well..
tts like very much out of the point..
ohhhhhh.
and another thing.
i have signed up for 2 ccas.
which i think its quite cool.

tomorrow is like the 2nd best day of the week..
cause like a slack day!
woooooooo~!! (:

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time!
(:

oh and till the next time i update..
hope tt my sleeping style will improve or at least i wont sleep so unglam-ly!
muahahahaha! (:

2010-04-19T17:00:00.000-07:00

LOL..
ok and i m back.
sch has started and..
i feel sooo overwhelmed.

like the freaking huge sch.
the mountain-like sch.
the many many ppl.

OMG.
i really feel overwhelmed siah.
will die.

ok.
and first day of sch..
smsed my EMO godbro
which is not exactly emo anymore.
=.=''

ok and..
he requested for a post for him.
dun know why he have to do tt.
LOL.
since he requested..
i'll type one for him.

hmmm.
hmmm.

love isnt everything tts left on this earth.
its true tt being in love gave you something tt extra..
however..
if you dun even get the "basic" requirements to survive in this earth..
so wad if you have love?

this post is just to serve as a reminder that..
relationship just isnt everything tts left in the world.
this means that you need to find yourself first
study hard.
make sure you strive.

OMG.
i need to have like a GPA of 3.5 and above
to maintain my scholarship
if i were to get either 1 of the 3 scholarships.

ok..
gtg le.
shall update next time.

meanwhile..
CSY..
you better study hard alsoooooo!! (:

2010-04-16T06:27:00.001-07:00

well..
i m back..
after sooo long.

saw something off from one of my friend's blog..
found it interesting and cool..
so here's it:

Signs that you're meant together

1. You tell him things that you dun tell anyone else. We dun mean blurting out something out when you're emotionally unstable, but the desire to tell him something intimate details about your life means you trust him - a major component of successful long-term love.

2. You let her see you in moments of weakness. It's easy to be happy with someone when you're feeling good about life. But what about when you're not doing so well? Do you want to see her when you're denied a raise, or your cat died, or you had a plain old bad day? She should be a comfort during tough times, not a burden.

3. You respect him. You dun want to change the essence of who he is. There may be stuffs that irritate you in everyday life - he insist on wearing his favourite holely T-shirt, he eats sugar cereals for dinner, he still watches saturday morning cartoons - but you like him, plain and simple.

4. You want him to meet your parents. You feel proud of him and you want to show him off - as opposed to feeling like you have to make excuses for him.

5. You can imagine a future together. You dun have to practice your first name with his last name, but do you periodically let your mind wander to picture a life together? Is it amazing?

6. You're not afraid to diagree with him. You know that even if you fight, he'll listen to you and wont brush you off. He takes you seriously, even if you are wrong.

7. You want to work out your major differences. If you do have crucial differences that will impact your future together - different opinions about religion, money or something else - you want to work them out with him, and you believe you can come to a conclusion that will satisfy both of you.

8. You laugh together. Laughter is one of life's simplest pleasures - you should definitely be able to crack each other up.

9. You're incredibly, utterly, surprisingly attracted to her. Physical chemistry is an undeniably important ingredient in a healthy relationship. And if she's not a classic beauty or your usual "type"? Even more the reason to think she's the one.

10. It's okay to be quiet around her. You dun feel like you have to fill the space between you with chatter or other interactions. Instead, you feel an easy comfort.

11. You feel like yourself around him. You dun feel like you have to edit your thoughts; you're not self-conscious or anxious.

12. You need him the right amount. You long for him - but not too much. Some neediness is good, but too much breeds discontent.

13. You dun feel too jealous. You're comfortable with him going out with his friends - even female friends. You let each other have your own lives and hobbies.

14. You feel like she makes you a better person. She makes you feel smart, funny, attractive, creative - like the best version of yourself. You feels that she brings out and complements the best part of you.

15. She just gets you. Sometimes it's tt easy. You feel like she understands some essential parts of you that you cant explain or articulate. It's a warm, comfortable feeling - and one you should have with the person you marry.

well well.
had HMS freshmen orientation camp
it was...
tiring.
like tiring to the bone tt kind.

but

at the same time..
it is nice knowing new school mates etc.
well.
the camp just isnt as bad as i think..

oh and on the side note..
during the camp right..
we stayed in some loft (apartment)
and....
stupidly..
i fell in love with the showerhead in the toliet!!
muahaha.
i feel damn stupid now.
LOL!

the showerhead is damn nice..
cause whenever showering..
it feels as though like i m having a massage on my back..
it actually is powerful enough to relieve my backaches!

LOL
nice knowing my camp mates.
Vernice..
Elizabeth..
Shan..
Zulaika..
Wan Zhen..
Ya Xun..
Shayne..
Ysabel..
Dione..
Vincent..
Eugene..
Xing Yan..

and..
of course the GLs (group leaders)
SITI and JAYSEN! (:

thanks for all the games and patience and wad-so-ever!

alright.
i should be gone and be going.
LOL!
be back soon for more updates.

oh and..
SCHOOL is STARTING..!!
:S

will update soon-ie!!
(:

2010-03-26T04:44:00.001-07:00

alright..
after sooooooo long..
i m back
for awhile i guess.

LOL!
well. nothing much happen.
changed the blogskin just a few days ago.

cant wait for school to start.
but at the same time..
having mixed feelings.
like sooo much worries.

just hope tt it wont be hard to fit into ppl younger than me.
hope to do well in the coming 3 years..

in short..
its more like..
hopeful.
happy.
worry.
eagerness.
scared.
and lots of blah blah blah.
=.=

well well..
just hope tt school will hurry start
so at least i got things to do.

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.

oh and btw,
just finish watching 善德女王 (Queen Seok Deok)
tt show is like..
WOAH..!!
unbelieveable man..
i like it mannnnn! (:

wahaha!
pretty and handsome and CUTEEE characters!
:D

have also been watching 就想赖着你 (Down with love)
tt show is like superrrrrr..
ultraaaaaaaa.
NICEEEEEE! (:

Jerry and Ella! (:

the two cuteeee kids (esp. 小小彬!)

Ella and Jerry again! (:

平果之恋 (soooo niceee right?)

okok..
well..
tts all for today i guess.

shall update soon!
(:

2010-01-23T08:34:00.000-08:00

well.
i m back.
this post is especially for

THNG JING RONG

cause he requested for one.
LOL!

well nothing much.
just tt.
my LEGGIES HURT!

BLAHX!

okok.
its quite late.
shall go and update next time.
(:

2010-01-18T17:47:00.000-08:00

my toes are screaming
my soles are aching.

my feets are burning.
i dun know wad to do with them.
or rather, without them.

LOL!

2010-01-12T06:28:00.000-08:00

ok.
so i m back.

and i changed blogskin.
sort of found this skin interesting.

well.
nothing much again.

just hoping.
tts all i guess.

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
see ya.
(:

2010-01-09T06:05:00.000-08:00

孤单好吗
我听不见回答

快乐像画
人画不出来吧

这世界太大了
我并不能了解

我所等的
它戴着面具让人看不清楚它
寂寞却像个小孩
它并不听话

well.
i m back.
well.
not quite.

right.
nothing much
but some thing here.
LOL.
i m not making sense.

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.

2009-12-31T00:48:00.000-08:00

well well.
today is the last day of 2009.
tomorrow gonna be 2010.

its been a year.
and.
i guess.
everything is fine.

had farewell bbq for the seniors.
attended the inaugural choral elite concert.
had a awesome time during the month of december.
but tiring though.

school is gonna reopen.
things are gonna change.
oh.
and on another note.
i just rebonded my hair.

hmm.
and to tracy
im gonna ask you this
ehh.. you zipped le ma? (:

awesome time with friends esp choir and 09A03! (:
too bad.
next year would change.

right.
gtg le.
shall update next time.

meanwhile
here's to everyone
a happy new year!

and for tomorrow
to my beloved xiu yin godma
wishing you a happy Bday!

see ya! (:

2009-12-25T21:35:00.000-08:00

tracy and me

carolling at grandpark hotel clarke quay (:

right..
soo..
christmas is gone.
now left with school song and national anthem recording..

dun know wad else to say..
this year is only left with like 5 days.
and it will be gone.

well.
it has been a good year i guess.
nothing much
made good and new friends.
wonderful classmates.

lets just say new bonds.
bonds that i hope will get stronger no matter wad.
well.
maybe i should join wild empire.
and continue singing.

well well.
thats just a thought i guess.
blahx blahx.
christmas is just...
dun know wad to say..

damn tired.

ok.
i should go.
will be back soon to update i guess.
wahaha!
(:

2009-12-21T21:00:00.000-08:00

nothing much
just plain busy.
not time.

cant breathe.
gonna die.

2009-12-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

a heart contains everything

u wont know its contents

unless you are me

its been great

but all things will and shall come to an end.

wings can aid you to fly;

but not clipped wings

well well.

so..

here's the update so far.

and i m still busy with choir.

shall update more abt the POSH-Y hotels when the christmas season ends! (:

2009-11-28T06:42:00.000-08:00

well well.
i m back again.

just had choir prac.
was.....
awesome.
and i really really love choir.
regardless of the stress from teaching and doing admin stuffs.

well well.
choir is so gonna be my motivation now.

hmmm.
and i have been neglecting some stuffs.
like wad one of my friends say..
i should be focusing on my forte
like making good use of my wonderful vocals
and of course,
my fingers.
LOL.

soooo.
i guess
i will be going back to learning piano
or better still,
go teach piano.
which i dun mind actually.

LOL.

although this year
is not exactly a brillant year..
but
i really love this year
cause...
i love wadever i m doing!

i m really glad tt i m i tpjc.
regardless of wad i felt in the beginning
when i first step into the college!

although MJC might be a better academic institution
but seriously
TPJC is really a wonderful place..

LOL.

well well.
i m certainly enjoying christmas carols!

CHRISTMAS SEASON HERE I COME!

thumpty thump thump.
thumpty thump thump.
frosty the snowman... ... ...

(:

2009-11-18T07:39:00.000-08:00

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ...
that when you feel down, look at yourself through God's eyes.

There are times when no matter how hard you try, you just cannot accept yourself as you are. During such times, think of how you look to God's eyes. In God's eyes, there is no judgment, there is only acceptance. God sees your light when all that you can see are your shadows. God loves you more than anyone could ever love you as you really are.

wa biang eh!
omg.
omg.
omg.
stress.
stress.
stress ar!

CHOIR STRESS!

omg omg omg.
i dun know wad to say!
STRESS!

ARGH!!!

2009-11-18T02:50:00.000-08:00

well well.
i m like back.

nothing much happen
except like going to sch
and doing homework.

well well.
someone specifically ask me to blog in chi.
i also dun know why.
LOL.

sooo.
let me just start a topic out of nowhere.
LOL.
all because of tt one SMART person!

痛
为什么会痛？
因为这是一种人类都应有的感觉。

那为什么有些痛楚
却是有如死去活来的感觉呢？

因为那种痛楚是经过了感情的培养
而产生的痛。

那你就可能会问，
那爱呢？

爱
是一种不明的物体
不知不觉地
侵袭
攻击
一个人的脑袋，
心，
身体
和幻想

爱
也可同样地造成
痛楚。

所以呢，
爱等于永远解不开的痛楚。

我的看法。
我的见解。

well well.
gtg le.
shall update more next time.

oh and another thing!

I MISS SAMIA!

2009-11-16T17:55:00.000-08:00

omg.
this is super funny man.
this video is a must watch.
(:

well well.
sch started.
its a..
i dun know wad to say.
LOL.
right.
ok.

later got sch.
so..
gtg le.
shall update next time.
(:

2009-11-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ...
that today you have a cause for celebration.

Today, you should celebrate what an unbelievable life you have had so far: the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they have served to make you stronger. Just as a gem cannot be polished without friction, nor can a life be perfected without trials. Take a time to acknowledge your life and to praise yourself.

well well.
so wad is worth celebrating?
i dun know.

LOL.
i have been so bored till i found a blogskin
and i have changed my blogskin.
tt is how bad when i have absolutely nothing to do now.

LOL.
haiyo.
super sian.
i think i gonna buy another laptop again.
(:
not as though i m really that rich.

ahaha.
well.
yesterday went for chi class chalet.
was quite ok despite the rainy weather.
well.
guys were holding umbrellas while bbq-ing

LOL.
ok.
i gtg le.
sch will be starting on mon.
which means i might have something to do.
BUT must emphasise on the "MIGHT HAVE"

LOL.
ok.
shall update another time.
meanwhile enjoy the niceee blogskin bah!
took alot of pain to find one tt is nice.

so..
toodles!~
(:

2009-11-12T06:08:00.000-08:00

right.
so i m back.

now.
i m really really bored.
cause
PW has finally ended.
and being at home
really sucks.
cause i got nothing to do.
and i dun wanna go out.

right.
so
Oral presentation has finally ended.
like the last component of PW is gone.
and PW is really gone.

and.
actually.
i do kind of miss PW.
as much as i hate PW.

LOL.
i m such an oxymoron.

well well.
everything has ended well
for this year i think.

haiz.
so
i m back to reading again.
like since i m bored at home.
and...
it is still boring.

ok.

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ...
that the voice of God is best heard in silence.

All too often loud events and daily busyness cloud your vision of God. Take some time to slow down; let there be silence, let there be peace. Calm your mind and let your inner voice re-emerge from the silence. Allow yourself to see visions, allow yourself to dream dreams; and you may hear the voice of God reaching out to you.

ok.
gtg le.
need to continue to read my book.
(:

updating next time.
toodles!
(:

2009-11-02T04:33:00.000-08:00

alright.
took this facebook quiz about how do u lie.
so here's the result of mine.
which i think is quite true for the description though.
but not tt i do actually lie with my eyes
cause technically no one lies with the eyes.

so here it goes:
With Your Eyes

You lie with your eyes.
They say the eyes are the window to the soul, but you protect your soul to the bitter end.
You can control the amount of information your eyes give to people.
When you lie, you are very convincing because your eyes seem to agree with your words.
You can say so much with very little actual talking.
People trust you, even if they shouldn't, but it takes a lot for you to trust anyone.
When you gaze into peoples' eyes, it is an intense stare.
People often look away because when they look into your eyes, they feel like you know all of there secrets; almost like you can read their minds.
However, when you do trust someone enough to show them your soul, they get lost in your eyes and cannot look away.
People who lie with their eyes are the most convincing liars.

You lie to protect people from the world, but you also lie to protect yourself.
You like to keep the focus on others rather than yourself.
At times, your friends will get on the subject of you and realize how little they actually know about you.
You are good at slyly changing the subject, but there are people out there who recognize this behavior.
These people are both your weakness, and your greatest friends.
It takes a very understanding, intelligent person to understand what goes on inside your head.
You often will hang out with people who don't quite understand what you are doing because you feel safer knowing no one is inside your head.
You, however, are inside everyones' head.
You know their feelings and motives and lie to manipulate them into doing the smart thing.
You block yourself from others who think like you, but let them inside your head every once in a while, and you will find that it is worth the risk.

right.
so tts abt it.
for now i guess.
LOL.

ok.
gtg continue to do my PW le.
update later.
(:

2009-11-01T07:42:00.000-08:00

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ...
that change is the very nature of life, - welcome it.

No glass ever became sand again; No bread ever became wheat; No ripened fruit ever became a flower. Welcome change, and choose what kind of glass you create, what kind of bread you bake, what kind of fruit you harvest.

RIGHT.
busy is the 'in' word for me now.
tomorrow is A level chi paper.
i wanna get tt freaking 'A'.

omg.
i m soooooo...
fried.

dun know why also.
LOL.

ok.
gtg le.
update next time.
(:

tooddles~~

2009-10-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ...
that your prayer today is:

Lord, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

right.
i am 17 years old now.
wonderful.

one year closer to the ground.
bday this year is really touching.
ahaha.

right.
so i m like one year closer to the ground.
brilliant.

well.
one thing i m grateful is that.
i have wonderful PW group mates.
Reuben, Tricia and Syaheerah.
<3

right.
so i gtg now.
shall update soon.
(:

2009-10-14T08:55:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that most of your words are unnecessary.

All too often you speak simply to fill the space with sound, because you feel too uncomfortable with the silence. But this silence is golden. Only in silence you can hear God speak to you. Only in silence can a real prayer, a heart prayer be born. Next time you start chattering, stop and feel into the silence, feel its shape, its texture, and then slowly and silently say only what really has to be said.

well.
i have spoken lesser and lesser than before.
i also dun know why.
much quieter now.

this is wad i got for yesterday:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are to trust yourself.

If you do not, then you will forever be looking to others to prove your own merit to you, and you will never be satisf...ied. You will always be asking others what to do and at the same time resenting their help. Trust in yourself starts with being ok with the consequences of your decisions.

right.
i hope to trust myself more too.
the thing is.
is my instinct trust-able?
well.
i think so.
but who knows if its wrong?

well well.
PW and CHI
sort of
rule my life now.

cause everyday of schooling
is either PW
or CHI

and tt is damn sianx
no matter how much i love CHI
and dun even bother thinking abt PW.

right.
learnt complex numbers for maths tuition.
think it is quite complex though.
LOL!

ha.
well.
the following is said by my EXPERIENCED TUITION TEACHER

dun go into industries like:
advertising
tourism
accounting
mass comm
ETC.
cause you wont and will not earn BIG BUCKS.

Instead,
go into industries like:
law
business
sales
medical
ETC.
cause you can and will earn BIG BUCKS from it.

LOL.
haix.
ok.
i shall go to sleep now.
shall update next time.
(:

2009-10-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

right.

so i m back from promos.

omg.

and life after promos is like.

like.

evil.

cause i m really bored at home.

like seriously.

LOL.

well.

right after the last paper on thurs.

i came back home.

and watch

korean drama.

BOYS before/over flowers.

yea.

i know i m slow.

but who cares.

i still watch it.

omg.

nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice show to watch la.

must watch.

hahaha.

from left: yi jung, woo bin, jun pyo, jan di, ji hoo

characters name in the show.

haha.

awesome right?

hehehe.

omg.

i totally fell in love with the drama la.

right.

so.

promos is over.

now left A level chi and PW.

omg.

i just so wanna get it over and done with man.

haha.

ok.

i m so off to sleep.

dead dead le.

before i go off

videos for enjoyment:

alright.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
(:

2009-10-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that every time you pretend to love, you impoverish yourself more and more.

Love has great potential to enrich your life. But if you are just playing a role, pretending to love, it's only going to poison you. Because you are teaching yourself that it's just a game, and slowly but surely you will lose the capacity to open in love.

GOOD videos tt must be watched:

omg.
after seeing those videos.
i m so aspire to sing now.
hahaha.
more like i haven been singing tt much
cause choir break le
due to promos.

i wanna go back to choir soon.
omg.
i sound like so stupid.
hahaha.
okok.

gtg le.
shall update more after my last paper.
which is MATHS.

RAWR.
okok.
need sleep badly.

(:

2009-10-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that until you learn how to say 'no', you will never be able to fully say 'yes'.

Unless you know how to set boundaries to form your safe space, you will always be concerned that saying 'yes' might put you in danger. So you will always pull back a little from saying 'yes' with your whole heart. Paradoxically, knowing how to say 'no' to form boundaries gives much more power to your 'yes'.

well well.
wad could i say?
hmmmmm.
hmmmmm.

ok.
now left chi for tomorrow.
and MATHS for thurs.
well.
well.
promos is OVER.

wahahaha.
okok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.

meanwhile..
videos again:

(:

2009-10-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that where there is already a path, it is someone else's path.

You are not on your path. If you follow someone else's way, you are not going to realize your potential. - a quote by Joseph Campbell. What this means is if you are stepping into someone else's footsteps, your life is a rerun of someone else's life.

well well
econs and CSC
is DOWN.

now left GEOG.
which is tomorrow afternoon.
and CHI
which is wed morn.
and MATHS.
which is like thurs morn.

DIE.
DIE.
DIE.

omg.
LOL.
okok la.
need to sleep le.
update more next time.
after my promos maybe.

(:

2009-10-04T06:44:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.

Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

omg.
i just realise tt
econs really sucks to the core.
ass econs.

damn.
i need some faith tt i will freaing pass this stupid promos.
if not,
i will fly and go to poly.
which i m mentally prepared for it.

LOL.
haix.
tomorrow econs and CSC.
dying le.

then tues is like wad geog!?
geog geog
litho.
plate tect.
volcanoes.
earthquake.
rivers.
globalisation.
urban population.

like wad the hell?
i m so relying my maths and geog to get promoted.
damn.
stupid stupid.

ARGH.

ook.
gtg le.
shall update next time.

video for today:

♥

2009-10-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that there are only two ways to live your life: One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as if everything is.

That's a quote by Albert Einstein. Don't wait for miracles, your whole life is a miracle.

right.
how much i wanna believe tt everything is a miracle.
everything.
the fact tt i m in JC.
the fact tt i have awesome friends.
the fact tt everything is gonna be alright.
the fact tt i m gonna truely smile everyday.

well well.
i really dun know wad else to say.
lets just say this whole year is really very overwhelming.
hmmmm.

videos again to express my thoughts and everything:

right.
i guess this should be all for now.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
(:

2009-10-01T07:31:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that everything that irritates you about others, is your key to understanding yourself.

What angers you in another person is an unhealed aspect of yourself. If you had already resolved that particular issue, you would not be irritated by its reflection back to you.

video again to calm my nerves for the start of tomorrow:

well well.
tomorrow is the start of the 1st paper.
GP.
blahx.
scared scared.

LOL.
ok gtg le.
shall update next time.

meanwhile,
jiayou for PROMOS.
and
...
still lots of love.

2009-09-30T09:26:00.000-07:00

right.
i think the below subject is really applicable to me now.
depressed
tt is how i m like.

this is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that no one can make you feel inferior without your consent.

You have to agree that you are less and that someone else is more to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you can not possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable. Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison.

right.
i mean like
fine, i know i m unique
but so wad?
there are also much more people out there who are as equally as unique as i am.
so no big deal right?

LOL.

ok.
i am so dead for promos.
DEAD.

here are just some other youtube videos tt i find it nice:

tts all for now
i guess.
just pray for me
i need help from above for promos.

meanwhile enjoy the lovely videos
i shall be aspired to be like YIRUMA.
omg.
i love his compositions.
beautiful.

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.

meanwhile
love is going fine.
(:

2009-09-29T08:57:00.000-07:00

just gonna post some videos.
those videos shows my current mood.

2009-09-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that the way you know you have found the right one is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with the person.

Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik

ok.
seriously.
i think this sounds weird.
i mean i dun quite really get it.
weird weird.

haha.
LOL.
(:

right.
so
now is like.
1 week and going.

♥ ♥ ♥

2009-09-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are unique and precious.

When you try to value yourself for being the best in something, you are bound to fail. Even Olympic champions are the best only for a few years. You are precious to God not because there is no one better than you, but because you are a unique creation of mind, body and spirit, - there is no one like you, - and that is exactly what makes you so indescribably precious.

right.
i m unique and precious.
good good.
be that way.

2009-09-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that recession is also a time of great opportunity.

Time and time again success has its roots in failure, because failure knocks you down from top of the hill so you can then climb a mountain. Yes it's unsettling, yes it's scary. But this can be your greatest opportunity in life, - if you choose it. The recession has cleared the space of clutter, - think what have you always wanted to do but brushed aside from the top of your hill? Now is the time...

hmm.
have been spending some thoughts abt stuffs.
wad with all the new things and all.
well.
have been studying hard for promos.
but still
i have been thinking
and preparing myself mentally
to go back to my original decision made before even getting my o level results.

i mean
i really had fun in JC
JC life has really taught me alot of things
things that i never expected
really.

i mean i used to think that JC life is just some boring thing
that makes u keep studying and studying
without having a life
that sort of thing, u see.

plus i have wonderful friends in JC too.
i mean friends that could predict my next sentence and stuffs.
i love them la.

but i think life do have to move on
i mean i think i will withdraw from JC
even though how much i dun wanna withdraw
but i think i will.
cause i know wad i want already.
i had my fair share of experience in JC.

well well.
i think thats it for now.
but
needless to say
i will still study for promos
and take my A level chi
and do my PW.

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
(:

2009-09-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

well.
im sort of back back.
just came back home from night study.
kind of tired.
well.

here are some photos which i wanna posted for some time
here are they:

class pic when celebating zhi qi's bday (:

at BCA for learning journey

at BCA with our civics tutor, Mr Gay (:

hahaha.

well.

happy and fun memories.

at least i have moved on with life

like a normal human being.

well.

this is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that you have to pass through a dark night of the soul.

Everyone does, including you. A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you. When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple. When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone. Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being. God is waiting for you on the other side.

well.

i guess i just have to ready for the challenge.

and the challenge is left with like 7 more days to prepare

like so OMG la.

nvr mind.

oh and i gtg le.

shall update next time.

meanwhile

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 210909 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-09-22T07:19:00.000-07:00

This is wad i have for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that God loves in you even that which you dislike.

God doesn't partition you into pieces and loves some and not loves others. That's what people do. That's what you do. God, who created you, accepts and loves every little part of you, even those you deny and hate in yourself. So next time you try to dislike a part of you, just pause, look and remember that God loves it.

awesome.
God loves me.
and i love God.

gtg le.
tired tired to the max.
even though it is just the start of the week.
shall update next time.

meanwhile

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-09-21T04:38:00.000-07:00

well.
found some nice pics on deviantart.
here are they:

well well.

i m back.

sooner than i expected.

hmmm.

have done some thinking over the past 2 days.

really have many thoughts.

guess thinking is like my 2nd favourite past-times

after reading i guess.

well.

there are like 3 words for today's post i guess

main 3 words

and that is

new

beginning

well well.

just something after thinking for a long time.

hmmm.

i hope that new beginning would be a...

everything nice beginning.

rawr.

that sounds like rubbish.

LOL.

anyway.

i gtg soon.

need to sleep.

if not tomorrow in sch,

i would be dead.

haha.

update soon though.

2009-09-20T10:03:00.000-07:00

back back.
few words to describe me now.

TIRED.

EXHAUSTED.

CONFUSED.

SILLY.

STUPID.

RETARDED.

and of course the last word to end of all these descriptive words is...
...
...

ME..!!

well well.
gtg le
shall update more next time.

one last note:
11 more days to promos!!!

2009-09-18T09:14:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that true faith flowers from and through doubt.

If you never questioned your beliefs, - you are just a puppet dancing to somebody's strings. If God had wanted your mindless obedience, you would've been created without mind and without free will. But you have both so you can come to God of your own accord. Just look at the lives of saints, - most of them had gone through a dark night of the soul, and that's why their faith was so strong. The path to true faith always goes through doubt. So ask those questions you've always been afraid to ask, and find the answers, and then your faith will become unshakable.

well well.
just a thought for the day.
well.
life is.
... ... ...

right.
i need to sleep now
cause i got lesson in sch tomorrow.
shall update next time.

2009-09-17T09:22:00.001-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half a sorrow.

There is no need for you to go it alone. There are people who love you, and who are ready to give you much needed support. There are even more, - way more than you can possibly imagine, people who CAN love you if you give them a chance. Make 'share joy, half the sorrow' your motto for today.

well well.
i need to rush go sleep le.
if not tomorrow i become zombie.
see ya.
(:

2009-09-17T00:44:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that you deserve happiness just because.

There is nothing you need to do to deserve happiness. There are no 'minimal requirements' for you to fulfill before you can claim happiness. You deserve happiness simply by virtue of having been born. That's it. Nothing more is required. Be happy.

well.
wanted to upload some pics.
but the sch internet like freaking slow.
cant upload.

ok gtg le.
shall see if i got time to upload those pics later in the night or not.
LOL.
shall update later.

2009-09-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... wealth does not come from your bank account, wealth comes from the depth of your heart.

What you really want is happiness. You might believe that a fat bank account will get you there, but that's false. Happy people are happy rich or poor, unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor. Money simply masks your real being by giving you activities to occupy your mind. Don't fool yourself, recession or not, your true wealth comes from your heart and is always only there.

well well.
just came back from night study.
haix.
finally understand market failure.
but..
market structure like shit.

LOL.
i really cant seem to be happy these days.
not happy happy.
if u know wad i mean.
like as if happiness is gone from my life.
maybe is too stress bah.

well.
last day of sch for me is like 26 Nov.
haix.
got study break for promos on the 30 sept to 1 oct.
haix.
PROMOS.
PROMOS.

well well.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
need to get a break before tomorrow comes.

happiness
and
miracles

where
are
you???

2009-09-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that there is a miracle waiting for you this minute, - please make room for it in your thinking.

God has no need to prove anything to you, so if you don't believe in miracles, you are not likely to receive one. How do you believe in miracles? You believe by keeping your eyes open, - miracles often come in ways unexpected, and might leave unrecognized unless you pay attention.

well well.
i think i really need miracles.
like now now.
and stay with me till i finish everything abt studying.

OMG.
OMG.

OMG.

PROMOS

18 more DAYS...!!!

OMG.

miracles
where
are
you?

@.@

2009-09-12T22:20:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that when people tell you nice things, stop shrugging them off as if they are nothing.

The sincere compliments you receive are your jewels, - collect them in your heart, - they highlight the beauty of your being and empower you during challenging times. Never say 'oh, it's nothing' or shrug your shoulders when you hear a sincere compliment. Pause, breath it in, and really feel its meaning.

i hope so too.
haix.
damn sian.
study study
nothing but study.
i hope everything i want will come true.

haix.
well.
nothing much happen during the holiday.
nothing much cause everyday sure need to go back to sch de.
sianx.
so.
nothing much.

well.
gtg le.
shall update more next time.
hopefully.
@.@

well well
one more thing to add on:
is that

19
more
days
to
PROMOS
!!!

OH
MY
GOD.

2009-09-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

this is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they can be with God's help that counts.

In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you might be a moment away from a windfall.

haix.
i am absolutely zonked out.
completely exhausted.
physically
mentally
emotionally.

i cant believe it man.
JC is fun.
and yet at the same time.
it is FREAKING tiring man..
OMG..!

well.
today is Jia yun's bday
our dearest HOME CLOUD..!
here are some pics:

our dearest jiayun at her unglam moments.. (:

her blowing her cake and her staple FOOD.
roller coaster..!! (:

jia yun with her presents. (:
we made it for her man.
took pains somemore.
hehehe.
(:

and Isaiah trying to finish the last piece of the cake.

yum yum. ^.^

finishing the 2nd half of a slice. (tsk tsk. no hygiene)

well. the class without the malays cause they fasting.

but TOGETHER with MR LOW.

our FAVOURITE GP tutor.

^.^

haha.

well well.

Happy SEXY seventeen

HOME CLOUD..! (:

love u and will keep loving u.

lucky that fate let us be friends and classmates.

haha.

u are still as cute as u were in pri 5 and 6.

ok.

gtg le.

shall update next time.

hope blogger still remains as good as before.

LOL.

ok.

see ya.

and dun miss me.

2009-09-07T16:45:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep.

The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.

well.
seriously.
i swear blogger is getting onto my nerves.
freaking irritating.

well.
i m still coughing miserably.
flu like mad.
haix.
this is the result of not being sick like once in a while la.
LOL.

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
(:

2009-09-04T03:34:00.000-07:00

right.
back back.
LOL.

this is wad i get for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that when you are not self-centered, you are living in falsehood.

Don't confuse these two: self-centered is when you are centered in your being; selfish is when you are centered in your ego. Self-centered is a beautiful word, and the only true way to live. Because when you are not self-centered, you are centered somewhere else, - in things, in other people, in activities. God create you, your self, so you can sing the glory to God with your living. So to be else-centered is to attempt to deny God. Come back to your self.

well.
this sounds interesting though.
LOL.
sounds cool.
LOL.

well.
this few days have been.
SICK.
TIRED.

blahx.
didnt go for night study for tonight.
was...
kind of.
hmmm.
just super extremely TIRED.
haywired more like it.

well.
shall go and rest soon.
so.
shall update soon.

(:

2009-09-02T09:19:00.000-07:00

right.
here are some pics.
that i wanna post for some time le.
but blogger got some problem.
so here are the pics.

vanisha, zhi qi, jiayun, me. (:

practically the whole class except the malays.

geog humanities week PEOPLE. (:

geog humanities week people with MS KOH.

LOL.

so there is it.

LOL.

right.

this is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...

... that you don't go to find meaning in life, you bring meaning to your life.

Meaning isn't something out there waiting for you to discover. The meaning of your life is what you infuse it with - beauty or ugliness, happiness or sadness. It is totally your choice, and God wants it to be your choice because God gave you free will.

RIGHT...

haix.

sianx.

gtg le

shall update more next time.

2009-09-01T05:27:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be.

You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.

right.
but i rather know wad is going to happen to me.
sianx.

@.@

2009-08-31T06:43:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that work begins when you don't like what you are doing.

Little children can do the most amazing things with such joy and fun. You were little once too, and knew how to turn everything into a game. So, turn your work into a game, and you will find joy and satisfaction in it. What are some ways you can start being playful with work?

wahaha.
went back to PRCS
and hang out with mr leung and friends.
miss them lots man.
<3

haha.
well.
teachers' day celebration was a BLAST at TPJC today.
enjoyed it alot.
esp the singlish, modern eng, and the chim-glish.

haha.
well.
gonna study tomorrow.
shall update soon.
(:

2009-08-28T07:45:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep.

You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.

haha.
yea right.
i haven had the chance to have a good night sleep for like ages.
blahx.
sianx.

I.
WANNA.
SLEEP.

haix.
well well.
CL treated me to gummy colas.
THANKS..! :)

haha.
just finish humanities week.
was awesome.
photos will be up next time.
haha.
was really fun.
enjoyed-ed.
:)

tomorrow
i will be off to do my PW.
so..
i need to wake up to call people to wake up to meet together.
wonderful.
haha.
:)

well well.
i gtg le.
shall update next time.
dun miss me.
:)

2009-08-24T08:25:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that doubt is the rust of life.

Doubt holds you landlocked in paralysis unable to move either way. The time you spent doubting is the time you are not alive. So, rid yourself of the doubt, take that step one way or another, your heart knows what is best, but take it right now.

DOUBT DOUBT DOUBT.
RUST RUST RUST.
RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT.
NOT NOT NOT.
LIFE LIFE LIFE.

HAIX.

sianx.
well.
night study.
night study.
night study.

life is boring.
but no one said life wont be boring.
LOL.
something is wrong with me tonight.
but i dun know wad.
LOL.

I have moved on in life.
why haven u?
I love my life now.
and u r still digging in the past?
wad the hell are u playing at?
I have my life now.
and it has nothing got to do with u.
i hope this will be understandable.

你就死了这条心吧
别想挽回他人的心
因为残酷的事实
说明了一切
他并不爱你
别在做你的傻瓜
愚昧
幼稚
可笑也并可耻
的白日梦

够了
事情也都到了一个段落
感情也都结束了
但
似乎你们俩中间都无法看到任何的爱
你们到底明白什么是爱吗？

我现已拥有自己的生活
不需要你来探听我现在的生活
不需要你来管擦我的一举一动
根本不需

就因为
你这样的一举一动
让我对你
再次
深深地感到
厌倦
反感
恶心

因为
这是我生命中
第一次
见到
最愚蠢
的女人

我希望你
不要
再一次
又一次
的骚扰我

ok.
gtg le.
shall update more next time.
need my sleep.
zzZZzzZZ.
LOL.

dun miss me yea? (:

2009-08-19T09:25:00.000-07:00

this photos are wad i promised to upload.
and.
here are they.
the pri sch gathering photos.
(:

right.

oh.

and this is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that you've been missing out on delight that God has sent your way.

Think back over the last day, - what could you have taken with delight that you just skipped over?

right..

like wad sort of delight?

o.o

LOL.

ha.

i need my sleep.

i hate humanities week.

it sucks.

just sucks.

LOL.

gtg le.

shall update more next time.

2009-08-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you've been skipping out on God's most important gift to man - love.

Love is the blood of the soul. God wants all beings to have healthy and strong souls, so God created a simple law to nourish the soul: the more you give love, the more you receive love. Remember all the beings you love - people, animals - that you haven't thought of lately. Do not wait anymore, reconnect with them today and express your love.

it is like meaningful.
M.
E.
A.
N.
I.
N.
G.
F.
U.
L.

haix.
had econs test today.
and chi test today.
was.
blahx.
BLAHX.

haix.
LOVE.
wad the heck is love?
where the heck is love?
how the heck to love?
how the heck to feel loved?
and WHO the heck to love?

LOL.

L.
O.
V.
E.
is the word that hurt the most.
the word that bring fond memories.

it is still the thing to bring smiles
tears
laughter
happiness
to all our faces.

wonderful isnt it?

just something for u guys to think about.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
wish me luck
and send me lots of blessings.
:)

ha.
dun miss me eh.
:)
LOVE YOU GUYS.
<3

2009-08-17T08:11:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are perfect as you are.

God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.

ha.
i hope so.
as if it will ever be.
emo-ish.
EMO..!

haix.
tomorrow is econs timed assignment.
and chi timed assignment.
SHIT.

haix.
emo.
EMO.
emo.
EMO.

gtg le.
shall update next time.
dun miss me.
:)

2009-08-16T01:26:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you've been driving yourself too hard lately.

Sure, there is time to invest yourself fully into work, but there is equally important time for joyful resting. And for you, this time is now. What is the absolutely most wonderful little treat you can give yourself? Do it today.

i hope it is true man.
haiz.
choir is..
难已形容
too stressful i guess.
haiz.
think i..
gonna be.
i dun know how to describe.

stress is piling up.
up up.
into the sky.
i m getting much lesser sleep than ever before.
haix.

thanks CL
for encouraging me.
sweetest kor i have had so far.
:)
we must study together.
study hard.
:)

gtg le.
shall update more later.
:)

2009-08-14T08:10:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you can't rid the world of sorrow, but you can choose to live in joy.

Sorrow is with us not because we are bad at stopping it, but simply because it's part of being human. What matters is not whether good or bad things happen - both will, but your relationship to them. Just think back over the last 24 hours, - what had you taken hard that you could have taken lightly?

well.
i think this suits more to some ppl.
rather than me.

ha.
well.
blogger is working properly again.
thank god.
ha.

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
may god bless my soul.
:)

2009-08-12T08:44:00.000-07:00

this is wad i got on the 12th August:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that God loves you.

Yes, God loves you. Very much. Unconditionally. Like a mother loves her child, unconditionally. Even as she slaps her baby's hand to protect from being burnt by a fire, her love infuses her whole being. So with God. God's love for you infuses the whole Universe.

right.
right.
right.

well.
i guess.
nowsaday.
my blog post become more and more random.
ha.
but if u read hard enough.
and know me well enough.
u will know wad am i talking about.

lol.

having really dark circles
under my beautiful eyes.
and the "blackness"
is so
FREAKING
obvious.
maybe cause
i too
"white"

haha.
lol.
lol.

somemore.
i have gotten
"WONDERFUL"
"LOVEABLE"
eye bags of the
UNIVERSE.

ha.
:)

gtg le.
shall update next time.
need to sleep.
:)

2009-08-11T09:05:00.000-07:00

This is for me on the 12th of August:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are only as free as you imagine yourself to be.

There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.

HAHA
i had a
GOOOOOOOOD
laugh.

was being sacarstic
till the max.
i doubt i have imagination.
tt sucks.

lol.
one word now is popping in my head.
constantly.
like NOW.
and the prize
WORD
is
none other than
...
...
...
"RUSH"
...
...
...

blergh.
blergh.
am not burping though.
tired till the max.

gtg le
"RUSH"-ing.
NOW.
lol.
shall update next time.
:)

2009-08-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

This is wad i got on 9th of August:

Jessica got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that every relationship rests on three legs: accepting, supporting and challenging.

That's really it, isn't it? You want your relationships to be grounded on accepting each other as you are. On supporting each other through the inevitable ups and downs. On challenging each other to become more, to grow, to flourish. Which one of these is the more difficult one for you, and how are you going to practice it in the next 24 hours?

This is wad i got on 10th of August:

Jessica got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that you can only give away what you already have inside yourself.

True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions.

OH MAN.
SOMEONE PLS AGREE WITH THIS
BEFORE I GO
BONKERS
FOR THINKING TT
THIS IS TELLING
ME
LIES.

lol.

ha.
well.
sianx.
i jus dun get it.
how can someone tell me
that i can cheer them up
without me knowing tt i m cheering them up.
i must be crazy.

like how can i spread cheerfulness and happiness
to someone
with me knowing?
the answer
is.
god knows why.

today in the mrt
going back home
with CL.
saw this cute indian baby boy.
he stare at me.
i stare at him.
i smile.
he smile
with his dimples.
EPIC CUTE-NESS.
ha.

now this make me think.
if really JC is for me.
ha.
nvr mind.
but tt is beside the point.

the point is.
I DUN EVEN KNOW I CAN SPREAD JOY.
WOAH.
IMBA.
DAMN PRO.

try guessing my implication then.

gtg le.
shall update next time.
:)
AS IF.

2009-08-08T14:10:00.000-07:00

haha. i m so back. :)
well.
school has been tough.
and.
nothing has been fun.
i mean in sch.

well.
yesterday met back with pri sch friends.
omg.
was so..
haha.
NICE.
GOOD.
and FUN.

it is good meeting up with people.
well.
it certainly brings back sentimental thoughts. :)
haha.
shall post the pics next time.

haha.
promos in 7 weeks i think.
haiz.
sadded.
must chiong le.

ok.
gtg le.
updating next time.

meanwhile,
gonna say this to CL.
cheer up.
study hard.
focus.
and study with me. :)
haha.
love u cause r the bestest kor. :)
*together with yi xuan*

ok.
going..
going.
gone.
*poof*
:)

2009-07-28T08:55:00.000-07:00

lol.
back back again.
haha.
dun know wad is wrong with blogger these days.
something wrong.

but at least i can see wad i m typing though.
so it is not tt bad.
@.@

ha.
well.
school started night studying.
was quite ok i guess.
abit like sec sch.
but still acceptable.

lol.
well.
studied in various places in sch.
like the cafe
library
and classrooms.

lol
and with different people.
like jia yun
carol
cheng liang.
lol.

ha.
good ppl to study with.
so it is not bad for night studying.
haha.
:)

well.
tomorrow is E-Learning Day!
so no need to go sch.

NO NEED TO GO SCH..!!

wahaha.
fantastic.
but not at all.
coz got strict timetable to follow through.
plus need to wake up tomorrow before 8 am to report ur temp.
stupid lar.

haha.
gtg le.
super
uber
duper
TIRED.

T-I-R-E-D
to the max.

gtg le.
shall update next time.
:D

2009-07-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

haha.
dead-ed.

just came back home from night study in school with cheng liang and wei hao.
haha.
was.
ok i guess.

haha.
today is kind of happy for me i guess.
coz i finally passed my NAPFA 5 stations.
yeah.
especially my standing broad jump.
haha.
super duper happy.

:)
well.
at least today is a fruitful day.
so yeah.

but.
sad-ed now.
coz my whole body aching.
neck
leg
body
PAIN arh.
i feel freaking old lor.
:/

ha.
gtg le.
shall udate more next time.
see ya.
:)

2009-07-19T07:52:00.001-07:00

haha.
i m back.
haha.
just posting something tt i found inspiring.

it is a poem by BJ Gallagher
called "weather report"

here it goes:

“Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass… It’s about learning to dance in the rain!”

“Any day I’m vertical is a good day”… that’s what I always say. And I give thanks for my health.

If you ask me “how are you?” I’ll answer, “great!” because in saying so, I make it so. And I give thanks I can choose my attitude.

When life gives me dark clouds and rain, I appreciate the moisture that brings a soft curl to my hair.

When life gives me sunshine, I gratefully turn my face up to feel its warmth on my cheeks.

When life brings fog, I hug my sweater around me and give thanks for the cool shroud of mystery that makes the familiar seem different and intriguing.

When life brings snow, I dash outside to catch the first flakes on my tongue, relishing the icy miracle that is a snowflake.

Life events and experiences are like the weather – they come and go, no matter what my preference.

So, what the heck?! I might as well decide to enjoy them.

Each season brings its own blessings…
And I give thanks…

For indeed, there is a time for every purpose under heaven.

some other quotes that i read from some inspirational video:

· To the world , you may be just one person.. but to one person, you might just be the world.
· To a child, love is spelled as T-I-M-E
· The heart that gives, gathers.
· Change your thoughts and change your world.
· It is one of the most beautiful compensations in life… that no man can sincerely try to help another without helping himself.
· Throw your heart over the fence and the rest will follow.
· Courage does not always roar. Sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day, saying... “I will try again tomorrow.”
· Laughter is an instant vacation.
· The best sermons are lived, not preached.
· The only things that stand between a person and what they want in life are the will to try it, and the faith to believe it’s possible.
· Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they are the big things.
· It’s choice – not chance – that determines your destiny.
· To love and to be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.
· Keep your face to the sunshine and you will not see the shadows.
· Kind words can be short and easy to speak, but their echoes are truly endless.
· Even if you are on the right track, you’ll get run over if you just sit there.
· Joy is a light that fills you with hope, faith and love.
· Find your joy and share it with others.

haha.
gtg le.
enjoy those quotes.
shall update more next time.
:)

2009-07-10T07:06:00.000-07:00

hmm.
back back.
haha.
well.

just had my piano exam.
hopefully i can pass.
coz if i pass,
then piano would end le.
which means i dun need to learn piano anymore.

lol.
well.
mid years are officially gone.
gone with the winds
but.
the winds are blowing back the results.
which is kind of scary though.

ha.
well
gonna buck up like mad le.
all deadlines are crashing on me.
cant breathe.
so.
can die.
wahaha.

well.
heard this song called long shot
sung by both Katy Perry and Kelly Clarkson.
which i think is not bad.
worth listening to.

haha.
tomorrow.
is.
"i dun know wad to do" day.
haiz.
sianz.

gtg le.
updating next time.
seriously.
i was thinking more of changing the blogskin.
need to find time for tt.

well well.
thats thats for now.

updating on the next round on my mundane life
with some exception
when ppl like..
vanisha.
jia yun.
etc.
steps into every seconds of my life.
i owe my laughter to them.
:D

CIAO-oOOOooOOooOOo..!!
:D

2009-07-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

well.
back.
sort of finished mid years le.
was.
i dun know.

我从来没有见过像你那么下贱的人
从来没有
从开始到现在你何时把我当成你的朋友

你不要口口声声说一大堆废话
告诉我补习的朋友
说
我抢了你的男友

这不也是一堆谎言吗？
你说我像蜘蛛那样偏出了许多谎言
那
你呢？
你又是怎么看看你自己呢？

你说我是一个虚伪的人
你说我抢你的男友
你又什么证据来这样的控告我？
你认为拥有一个男友就是一切了吗？
我告诉你吧
你比我更无知
你比我更变态

做一个人
最需要的是拥有
亲情
友情

你说我周围的朋友大都是男性
那又怎样？

拜托
不要再做一个超
欠扁
超无脑
的一个女人吧

你也该是时候
成长
思想也应该成熟了
不要在继续活在自己的幻想
梦想当中吧

dun ask me why i put tt.
tt is one of the reason why i hate girls.
nvr a girl.

haha.
omg.
tomorrow left like chi listening compre.
hehe.
:D super uber happy.
finally the craze is over.

:D

gtg le.
need my sleep though..
update soon.
:D

2009-06-18T19:46:00.000-07:00

ok.
i am back after a long time.
and dun ever say i m busy mugging.
coz i dun mug.

well.
went for two choir concert with tpjc choir.
one is on a sunday.
the other is on thurs.

well here are some photos:

samia and me.

tracy, me and samia..

tracy me and samia..

from top clockwise down: belinda, me, samia, tracy.
the blacks against white. :D

me, belinda and samia.

me and samia. my other twin. she got the same bday as me. :D

me and samia. :)

samia and me in the concert hall for the sunday's concert. :)

samia is scared of heights. :]

belinda and me. :]

the group photo. :] :] :]

haha.

i really enjoy these people in choir.

haha.

well.

if u guys dun know.

i m inside the tpjc choir music committee.. :]

yeah.. :D

haha.

well.

there is nothing much to blog.

since i m like.

busy.

sick.

super headache-y.

haiz.

another major thing.

after the MYE.

it is time for grade 8 practical exam.

AGAIN.

haiz.

i really hope i can pass this time round.

dun wanna fail.

exam is at 10 july.

so..

haiz.

lol.

ooh.

another update.

i got two godbros now.

one is KEANE.

the other is CHENG LIANG.

haha.

both nice people.

gtg le.

have to rest.

will try to update soon..

meanwhile.

MISS me.